Well, all the junk in my head had to stop this week. In reaching out in prayer, God has revealed some things to me that I do need to work on. He is revealing Himself to me, allowing me to know Him better. I edited some of my post to reflect the change in thinking He directed me to.
Read here how I have a tendency to try to fix things on my own. I’ve gone through a spell where on one side I’m running on all cylinders and focused on God’s plan for me. On the down side, I keep finding things I need to fix. As if I could really change on my own.
Thankfully, a weight lifted when God showed this to me. This whole maturing in Christ, being Christ-like is a LIFETIME process. It can’t be and won’t be done until I’m called to be with Christ. I suppose it pride that wants perfection now. I need to have more grace with myself and press on towards the goal before me.
I’ll post soon what plan God has laid before me. I’m excited, yet I’m learning patience because all of it takes time and can’t be done right now.