- my washer stopped working. After trying the fix that was indicated it still doesn't work.
- my left hip popped. This is my good hip, but now if feels like I'm bruised severely. After great progress in doing rehab for IT band syndrome and foot on my right side...just days before vacation.
- after stocking up on something for D to eat - it doesn't agree with his tummy. :(
- the days are dwindling of time I get to spend with K. School is starting way to soon.
I could dwell on these things. I could allow myself to be overcome with defeat. Depression is grasping and clawing for me.
But I smile - for the suffering draws me near my Father. I smile because Jesus said "in this world you WILL have trouble, But take heart! I have overcome the world (John 16:33.)" I smile for I am one of His and I will have trouble. But I take heart and set my sights beyond my current circumstances. I set my eyes on Jesus who encountered more suffering and did not sin. I can too with HIS strength.
My strength would have faded long ago. I would have welcomed bitterness, self-pity and disgust. Yet with Jesus as my focus, my example, I have joy. I have peace. I look forward to how God will use each of these as part of His plan. Each trial is an opportunity to sing joyful praise. I have been deemed worthy to suffer (Acts 5:41.)